thirties

ok.... graduating soon. from thirty to thirties. i say, it's a little overated. do i feel more self assured?, do i know better what i want?, which then should contribute to an increase in level of sexiness??!... gee... i'll like to think so! :)

i suppose one thing is certain. after being alive for 30 years, there are alot of things which i have figured out i would not want. alot of things which i have figured out would or would not work. it's a little bit like work. you stumble a little bit in the beginning. then hopefully learn from experience and work better after that... with a whole lot more variables though... which has a far far more significant impact on one's future. which means there are a lot of things that you just can't figure out. which means i should have not written this posting.

but i missed crapping. so...

anyways, i suppose sometimes one can think and figure things out. but sometimes, one just have to go with the flow. gamble alittle. lose a little. and win a little :) i suppose it's ok coz life's not permanent anyways. nothing is permanent. what are we holding on to? what is holding us back? just enjoy it when you have it. so you don't say "what if" when you have to let it go.