Saturday, January 27, 2007

hitting the big 3-0

how does it feel?

well... just like any other day really... until somebody asked me about it. then it feel a little surreal... like... has it really been 30 years already??! 30 years sounds like a long loooooooooonnnnnnnngggg time..

then i begin to question... what have i achieved so far? not much... then depression sets in.

but thankfully, i have a self consolation system built in... it kicks in, then i tell myself... i'm alot of womanly (i hope) now that i am 30 :) i have many many good good friends, which means i have had many good good years...

and i suppose nowadays, i seem to know a little better what i want, and what i don't want. at least i know better than i did a year ago. i think i was more in my own world about a year ago... a little but more honest to myself the last couple of months. and hopefully, i'll be able to figure myself out a little bit more this coming year. fix a couple of things. achieve my resolutions...

11 comments:

UjinYee said...

Happy Birthday, Poh Chin!
Welcome to ThreeOhClub!

Aww, never let depression get a hold on you. Otherwise, you'll be stuck with pill after pill after pill.

Look for the happy stuffs. Surround yourself with friends!

Have a really really great day yeeh!

UjinYee said...

Happy Birthday, Poh Chin!
Welcome to ThreeOhClub!

Aww, never let depression get a hold on you. Otherwise, you'll be stuck with pill after pill after pill.

Look for the happy stuffs. Surround yourself with friends!

Have a really really great day yeeh!

Anonymous said...

Happy Birthday Cha Bo! Hitting the big 3-0 means you are bloody lui yan ler....anyway...may you be healthy and always happy!

JC

Anonymous said...

Happy Bday! once again! how many birthday songs did you receive at the end. i think the cheese and choc cakes werent that great. i hope you had better ones in the evening. however, you must admit the company was no-equal.

hitting the 3-0 is bad??!!! think about those people going for the big 4-0, or bigger 5-0, or if you are lucky, the even bigger 6,7,8,9-0s! you probably havent even live half your life yet. i mean you definitely havent (new year resolution : gotto sound more positive).

great! have a happy year! er.. I mean life!

Anonymous said...

I'm looking forward to reach age 30, I think women at age 30 is even more attractive like what you said, they know better of themselves, know what they want and dont want and have got more "lui yan mei".

-froggie-

Anonymous said...

hey girl (opppss!! i mean WOMAN!!!) glad that you have finally arrived!! it's great to know more of yourself as you can now truly enjoy being who you are more! am really glad that we are able to catch up...and now that's a great start to your year ahead!! :)

Anonymous said...

We have no control of others, but total control of ourselves!

Anonymous said...

Update?!!!

Anonymous said...

Ms Leong,
where are you? are you still in KL?
How come so quiet? Why why???
:)

Anonymous said...

"The first rule is to keep an untroubled spirit. The second is to look things in the face and know them for what they are. The third is to be happy, we must not be too concerned with others."

"No one has a right to consume happiness without producing it."

pohchin said...

wah... the last one so "chim" one.. who are u?

i tot u produce happiness without keeping tab... otherwise how to be happy if always have to be concern about getting it back??

who who??? who was that???